last.

can't wait!
can't wait!
3 down,
1 more to go!
i can't wait!
i can't wait for my exams to end!
phew!
it's coming to an end.

just got back from futsal.
had fun running around
instead of being cooped up in my room
writing out notes.

i'm too tired to start writing actually.
so i'll rest for a while before starting.

i can't wait!

rant rant rant.

i cant continue studying until i've ranted here
ugh
as some of u know,
i wont be able to attend cia's wedding ceremony.
sigh.
so depressed.
when i found out,
i wanted to cry.

prayed for a solution.
and there was a solution.
but sigh...
good things wont come so easily sometimes right?

so a decision needed to be made.
which was followed by God's peace.
that's why i know i've made the right decision.
but before i made the decision,
he layan-ed me
by coming up with pro's & con's
though he knew very well that i should sit for the exam
no questions asked
i know it's quite silly to come up with that list.
but oh wells.
i needed assurance

taken with his N79
so chun huh
haha
credits to the *ahem ahem* pro
*grins*

and so....
the decision is that i would go for my exam.
that's why i'm studying now silly!
if not,
who cares bout the exam!
sheesh

haha.
okay...
i think i've ranted enough
if not i'll come back again later =)
sigh
a students life is filled with sorrow and dissatisfaction

grateful.

Thank You God
for answering my prayers.
i know that i've been lazy.
i've been out the whole day
and once again i'm studying last minute.
but You've listened to me
and granted me a quick mind.
a mind like a sponge,
ready to absorb everything i memorize.

now,
i just pray that no one squeezes all the information out.
haha.


now my head feels heavier.
not sure whether it's cuz of the lack of sleep
or cuz i do have loads of information in there
waiting to be squeezed out tmr.

bahs.
talking nonsense.

if he knows that i'm here writing this
and not studying....
he'll so kill me.
nah, just joking!
he loves me too much to kill me
probably strangle me.
haha
okay!
enough nonsense.
back to studying!

finals.

finals are here.
this week and next.
and as usual....
suddenly i'll have loads of motivation to update this blog.

hmmmm...
but today's one will be short.
don't know why this time round,
i started getting stressed earlier.

probably cuz i had 2 B's the last sem.
so now i must work harder to get back my A's.

gotta get down to studying now.


tata =)

grey.

when we were younger,
things were sort of different.
things were kind of black & white.

do not do this,
do not do that.
do this,
do that.
don't go there,
go here.

our personalities and viewpoints were somehow similar to our peers.
we would know that some of our thoughts would be best if it would just remain as thoughts.
never to be put into actions.
we would know our limits and boundaries.

but.....
as we grow older,
things seem to be a little more "complicated"
things do not seem as black & white like they do before.

eventually,
everything becomes cloudy.
it becomes grey.

as we grow older,
we lose a little of ourselves
and sometimes...
we turn into someone we do not know entirely.

somehow,
our limits and boundaries seems to be able to expand themselves.
our thoughts do not remain as thoughts anymore,
we become braver to put them into actions.

eventually,
everything becomes cloudy.
it becomes grey.

updates.

more updates to come.
once my prayers are answered =(

trust.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge Him,
and He will make your paths straight.

Proverbs 3 : 5 & 6

sigh.

i can only heave a deep, loud, heavy sigh!