back connected with the World Wide Web again..

its been 2 months plus i've been disconnected with the world of information. it was tough. couldn't check mails as frequent as before, do necessary research when needed, play facebook.. and so on la.. haha.. but now, i'm back. staying connected with this necessity of life today. which broadband i've chosen? well, one of my previous post was about choosing either Maxis or TMnet.. so which broadband you think i've chosen? well, its back to streamyx again.. what to do.. we don't really have a choice don't we? this is the problem of monopoly.. how nice if Malaysia's Internet Service Provider is like the phone line companies here in Malaysia? a variety of line to choose from and each of the company is battling among each other and giving us the consumers the lowest rate that we can get.. but sadly, no we don't have.. so using Streamyx once again..

so what happened in the past 2 months? well, baby has posted up more the less on what happened la.. nothing much la.. nothing special.. except for our wedding la.. still deciding whether June or July next year we will have it.. HAHA.. just joking.. =) really nothing much happened.. coz i cant remember any now.. haha.. what i can remember now is, had dinner at baby's house just now.. and today is baby's father's birthday.. "uncle, i wish you at home just now di.. so now wish you again in this blog".. Happy Birthday uncle! have a good one.. =)

currently in my studies.. i'm doing 4 subjects.. which you'll need a lot of wisdom to plan your time for assignments and write all of it.. this is what i'm suffering now at the moment.. i have 4 essays due all in the same week.. the essays vary from 1,200 - 2000 word.. and due dates are 9th, 10th, 12th and 15th of September.. wow.. and current status: ZERO completed.. so have to start now after this post.. Praise God for providing me all the tuition and affiliation fees.. the fees have all been settled and now i just need to focus and do good in this first half of my final year in University..

aside from my studies.............................................................................. i dont know what else there is to update.. oh yea.. i'm excited for the renovation of our new church sanctuary.. it definitely is going to look marvelous and spacious.. so looking forward to be in it and see it being filled up with more and more people..including those who were once attending but now have gone astray.. its time to come back la.. don't procrastinate already..

now.. baby is in LEK house for a YF leader and trainee sleepover.. until tomorrow.. so i'm all alone and actually suppose to start my essay now.. so tonight and tomorrow will do la.. hopefully can accomplish something by tomorrow la.. so, i'm going off now.. feels nice to be back and i'm going to eat donut now first before i start my essay.. =) laters...

a picture from the past.. before he and she got together =)

jeremy's 18th

JEREMY GAN
Mr. Ex-neighbor.

the first time he sat next to me, i thought to myself that it's gonna be so weird and awkward. i thought that there won't be any conversations except hi and bye. little did i know, we became really close friends. he was always the organizer for our outings, weekly badminton games & movies, birthday presents and stuff, etc etc. (u should do event management la. so good at it) i can still remember all the nonsense we used to do in school. stuff like playing bingo, mafia, cake fight, taking photos. (being close to teacher lizzie was definitely beneficial huh? haha. she let us do so many things in school. haha) this guy here is definitely a gentleman (which is very rare nowadays). whoever gets him as a boyfriend is the luckiest girl ever. hahaha. (yes, i'm promoting you) anyway, take care over there in the US! keep in touch =) hugs...

wah lau... this was super long ago and i only manage to get the pictures recently. bahs! thanks jeremy and julian! hehe.

we had a dinner for jeremy in bora asmara. the place was really comfy what with the lighting and stuff but yet it was freaky. i think it was bali theme or something like that. so there were statues as well as some weird send-chills-down-ur-spine kinda songs.

but after a while we were too noisy to hear the background music....

about 3/4 who came

shana & joy
never fails to make me laugh

with justin
he was in our girlfriend group
hahaha

with sean, "daddy", and the bday boy

we used to take photos like that in school

it looks nice but ugly at the same time

one of the small girls were having a bday party as well
they looked so pretty with their "flower girl" dresses
so everyone started taking photos with them

with the bday boy

thanks babes for going to the dinner with me =)
thanks for ur willingness to meet my friends

yumssss

after months and years of persuading him, we finally went. i love sushi alot however he doesn't share that same passion as me. but yesterday he enjoyed it more than he ever did. i think it was because of me that's why the change of taste buds. haha. so nonsense right?

so anyway... i wanted to post lots more pictures but think tonight is not the night. here's some to start it off first =)

we ate more than we budgeted for

he couldn't tahan the wasabi

so happy!

okay... time to start with my work. it's due tmr. procrastination.... tsk tsk tsk *shakes head*

came, going, gone

i'm not even sure whether the title of my post sounds gramatically correct but who cares.. whatever. i've been brain dead for about a week. sighhh.. my one week of miserable holiday is coming to an end. assignments and exams are coming up... which means it's gonna be the end of my very 1st semester. can u believe it? it felt like i just started classes. bahs.


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my friend, jeremy, is leaving tonight and i won't be able to send him off. sigh. one would think that when one reaches a fairly old age, one would get one's long awaited freedom. but apparently not. it's all lies! don't believe anything that they tell u. but.... maybe that only happens to me. guess the rest of the population gets their long awaited freedom.

i have loads of pictures with him and the rest of my friends but i guess i gotta wait till i collect them from his brother


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okay. blank. nothing to write. just thought i'll update some nonsense.

21

we (kevin, me, jessica, jon) watched the movie 21 last night. it was our very first double date. okay maybe not la. but we never watched movies together. so anyway, the movie was quite interesting (kevin and i think that our brothers would enjoy it more), the twist of the movie was pretty unpredictable. we didn't see it coming. the movie, however, was too long for jessica's or my liking.

u know why it was too long? well, when the show started.... all we saw was a blank screen. but oh, wait a minute, there's something bright shining on the ceiling. guess what it was? nope, the doors of heaven didn't open. we certainly didn't hear any angels singing. it was the movie being played. up on the ceiling. some took out their phones to take pictures or to sms. some was just trying to look at the camera man up there. jon was shouting, "oi! camera man!" jessica was asking him to quite down. kevin was shouting some nonsense thing. can't remember. i was sitting there trying to watch the movie. hahaa

finally, a few of them cannot tahan (including kevin). they all went out hoping to find someone to do something bout it. about 3-5 minutes into the movie, it was moved from the ceiling to the screen. but noooo. they didn't stop the movie straight away. another 2-3 minutes, the movie stopped, lights came on, and kevin said, "okay. movie over. let's go" (seee. another nonsense) we had to wait somemore until they finally played the movie again. ugh! so since the movie started late, it ended late.

when the movie was about to end, there was this indian couple who came in. hahha. (this was the highlight of the night) they told someone that he or she was in their seat. and they asked to see his or her ticket. then the person told the couple that this movie started a long time ago and it's going to end soon. hahahaha!!!! the couple was embarrassed, they apologized, and left quickly. hahaha! super super funny.



anyway, i'm late for church. shucks! gotta go now! =P

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!

forbidden words

saying it in my head was definitely different when i almost literally said it
esp. when i saw the consequence of it
i have been toying with the idea for quite some time
never manage to bring myself to do it

i've made the mistake once and i certainly do not wanna repeat it

i've thought of it countless times
but then i ask myself
do i really wanna do it?
is this what i really want?
"NO" was always the answer

it almost happen today
and i think no one would ever wanna be in that position ever again
it was suffocating
it felt like death
i'm ashamed that i even thought about it

it's so easy to forget....
bout the good times
the reasons
the beginning
the sparks
the fire starter

so easy to shut up and forget bout it



i'm relieved and happy to say that the pieces are all coming back together

1 week

holidays are coming up! i have one "extra" holi-day. but the class will be replaced on a saturday. bahs. oh wells. i'm free anyways. i think this one week of hols is suppose to be study break. but i don't study for my exams so early. i will forget EVERYTHING that i've studied. besides, no motivation wei.

anyway, i have no idea what i'm writing. but yeah, i have a week of hols. wanted to go over to spore. but mum said wait till she has her own place to stay. bahs. fine then. haha. i'll stay at home =)

what happens...

if the freedom to do whatever you want with your own body can kill you, what happens to your soul when you live as if God doesn't exist?

the end

time has flew past
without anyone's notice

in a blink of an eye
the end has come
it's time to say goodbye
it's time to go back to "life"

finally...!
no more late hours
no more stress
from nothing, we made something
we pulled through the stress
we made it to the end

our 2nd attempt

on thursday, we were asked once again to cook by his parents. and seriously it was scarier this time because:-

1. this is his father's "family" dish
2. we have not cooked kangkung belacan before

i'll let u compare as to which one looks nicer. on our 2nd attempt, we made too little gravy cuz HE said that there was more than enough. chis. don't want to listen to me some more la.

the first one looks yummier huh?
the meatball was nicer that's all
other than that
our 1st attempt was quite a failure

this time round
more flavor
the potato wasn't mashed up
no mushroom
didn't like the meatball cuz it was too tough and chewy

it was a FAILURE!
it tasted bitter
it was just plain YUCKS!

think i'm mastering the art of cooking the perfect egg. haha! kay la. set! next time i'm just gonna cook egg. hahaha!

unspoken

he says thank you
i kept silent
i said welcome (in my mind)

i've always wanted to reply
but nothing comes out
i don't know why

are we strangers?
definitely not
so why is it so hard?

outdated

managed to get these quite outdated photos from jessica yesterday. realized that our blog has been lacking photos

sending allan off

in everyone's most fav. hang out place in the airport
mcd's!




went to visit claire
if not she'll kill us

so chun la
young people nowadays
get to do such nonsense

had a little picnic while waiting for dax to come back
we were borrowing his bbq pit

don't mind our dressing
we had futsal kayyyy

i LOVE this photo!

what we had for our picnic
look used an slr.... not!

will never forget that we sat on miserable pieces of tissue paper
the guys wanted to act macho, so they sat on the grass

procastination

hmmmm.... i don't have much desires to update. been really lazy. somehow i seem to love procastination. i have been rushing for my assignments. can never feel the "umph" to do it until it's due the next day.

last friday we received our results for one of our assignments. and this lecturer is really really strict. she's extremely particular with our in-text citation, references, and language. that is still acceptable. it means that i need to put extra effort. what's worse is that i had to do my work as well as my partner's work. woah! that seriously took a toll on me. i did my assignment until 4 am and woke up at 9 am the next day to continue and i only finish just in time for me to rush and get ready for college.

my lecturer warned us to not be surprised if any of us failed the assignment cuz she knows how much effort some people have put in and she knows whether or not they've done last minute work. and i was like "oh shit! she's talking bout me! die die die". my name was the first to be called and i didn't dare to see it. and when i finally gain the courage to look at my assignment, my eyes was about to pop out and my jaw was all the way to the ground.



i. got. 18/20
like.seriously.kill.me.now!



yesterday i just passed up my assignment which weighs about 45% overall. so please God! do the same for this assignment as well! this assignment was really surprising. i managed to write 600 words in less than 2 hours. really God's work and not mine. and i have about 2 pages of references. haha. besides what i've cited, most of it is nonsense. so i really really need God's favor for this one as well




anyway... i'm tired of writing di.


oh oh oh..... i'm starting to fall in love with futsal. i was on "fire" last night. hahaha!

this pic was taken on one of our good days
yesterday wasn't
maybe that's why i played futsal so well

oh-my-little-2-year-old

he was so happy that for the first time, he managed to put a baby to sleep

first time seeing a hummer in msia
i've always heard that uncle don has a hummer
but i never got to see it
finally!!!!
i saw it!
hahaha

passion concert

thanks bryon for blessing us with those tickets
i was just joking
and he took me seriously
we really had a great time that night
and it would't have been so if it's not cause of u, bryon
thanks once again from the both of us =)