Tuesday, September 30, 2008
baking 101
didn't get to eat this one
cuz the cupcakes took longer than we expected
and this baked longer than expected
it was time to go home
there wasn't any icing cuz we were too lazy
and it was time to go home
bahs
Monday, September 29, 2008
weekends

i realize that we seldom update on weekends. only on the rare occasions where either there is no yf or if i wake up early and coincidently there's no leader's meeting or hmmmmm.... i think that's bout it. other than that, we rarely (or should i say I) seldom update on weekends
unless it's like now... where i have nothing else better to do cuz there's no "burdens" such as assignments and exams. somehow i feel weird that i'm so free this few days. i hate the feeling where when ur studying, u wish u have holidays and when ur on holidays, u wish u have classes
but thank God, now i don't wish i have classes. i just wish i have use-all-i-want-and-never-vanishes kind of money and i also wish that everyone mysteriously, one way or another, don't have work or classes or "burdens" to teman me
seeeeee... i'm not selfish right? haha. but this week my wish will come through. okay... maybe partly cuz some people have "burdens". bahs. think i should stop my endless chatter before u guys vow to never read our blog ever again *grins*
Friday, September 26, 2008
no idea why
i have no idea why blogger keeps rotating some of my photos even though i've rotated it before i upload it. ish. so irritating.
i'm even having problems with facebook. how irritating
i just realize that we've updated the most this month. i think it's more of my nonsense rather than his. so too bad. gotta read more of my nonsense.
unless someone can get him to write more. i've been bugging him to write more. but looks like it's not working. so who wants to give it a try
actually, i shouldn't be forcing him to write more cuz he has loads of assignments to do. bahs.
and it's kinda tiring. always gotta force him to write something. it won't be sincere anymore. oh wells.... i'm talking nonsense. hahaa. =)
can't really remember how to spell her name
oh boy. how fast she has grown
we asked her to pray with us
and she said she'll pray for kristen (her sister)
so she pulls a chair to sit together with us
"i pray for daddy and mummy" *mumbles mumbles*
then we asked her to pray for us
"i pray for all the cheh chehs *mumbles mumbles* don't go hospital *mumbles mumbles*
in Jesus name i pray, (we all said) AMEN!"
we couldn't stop laughing
oh how adorable
my goodness
seriously
so so adorable
oh my goodness! i can upload photos on facebook! yays! i'm so happy!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
photo shoot, clothes, genting part 2
i don't know if any of u remembered bout this *click* the cd was passed on to andrew to choose the photos so that we can pass back to yvonne. *ahem ahem* *clears throat*
so as usual, andrew will say that his super busy and stuff so everything got delayed. even the paper that we wrote our photo numbers went missing as well. no surprise in that. hehe *angelic smile*
after how many months?? emmm, bout 5 months, we finally decided not to get the 11R (which is in our package) and just take the cd with ALL, i repeat, ALL the photos that we took on that day. no matter ugly or beautiful. WE GET EM ALL! oh my goodness.
so thank u andrew for taking months as well as losing our paper so that in the end..... we GET ALL OF THE PHOTOS!!! without paying more than rm 50
aiyah andrew... u planned this right? u planned this right? hahaha. i know i know. i know ur intentions. haha!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
photos photos
too lazy to write anything else
just look at the photos
gonna update more photos =)
(when i get em)
brain dead!
nothing to do on holidays!
please ask me out... =(
sounds so sad and depressing huh
aih what to do
boyfriend too busy with other stuff
no time to entertain me *sobs*
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
be strong & courageous
as some of u who came to my house before, if u noticed, there's a kindergarten at the back of my house. his sms woke me up at 8 something just in time for me to hear kid's screaming, laughing, shouting while the teacher is shouting at them telling them to be careful
i began to ponder bout starting work next year.
they say i can cope. they say i can do it. they say it's no problem. but what does God say...? is this what He wants me to do? will He back me up?
i asked God to give me a sign that this is what He wants. asked Him to tell me whether He'll be there when i make the decision. but i think i forgot to ask Him to give me a willing heart to accept what He's gonna tell me
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."
as i was praying to close my QT, it suddenly dawned on me.
1st reaction: this is the answer for me right? God is answering my question...
2nd reaction: SHUCKS! He answered my question...! means means means means means..... I NEED TO WORK????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
THIS CAN'T BE IT. NO NO NO NO. NO RIGHT, GOD??? UR NOT TALKING BOUT WORK RIGHT?? NO NO NO. IT CAN'T BE.
seee.... told u i should pray that God would prepare my heart for His answer
Monday, September 22, 2008
My 2nd time..
she is right.. this is my second time putting this little baby to sleep in my arms.. how does it feel? Well.. it feels really good, u know? the feeling of a baby sleeps in your arm, it just feels great.. felt really nice just to put her into sleep.. she was so tired and was sweating like mad.. then when i carried her, haha.. i say sleep.. then push her head softly and slowly to my shoulder, then she began to close her eyes.. then she slept.. wow.. so cool right.. yea.. thats about it until the CC meeting was over then i handed her back to the parents.. the feeling was just really nice..
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SIGH.. all these in the next few weeks? God, please continue to help me.. Amen.. How can this be better than working? how? how? sigh.. just got to do all these and pass all FOUR subjects in this semester, by God's grace definitely.. so yea.. back to finish up my journal which is due tomorrow and wednesday another one.. byebye!
updates
im finally over and done with my exams! now i can enjoy 2 weeks of holiday which will pass by a blink of an eye
but they forgot to give her the bulb
so only manage to use it this week when she came back
when a phone call comes in,
the heart wand as well as the wings will light up
the wings will move as well
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Donald & Elaine's wedding
on the 20th
dinner on the 21st
all cuz the boot wouldn't close
he (the car) suddenly got nervous cuz it's his first wedding
so happy that i got a chance to sit in the car
manage to feel how the bride & groom would feel =)
had to make it black & white
cuz the lighting at the back of us made us yellow
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proud proud proud
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once again in my garden
the sharpness of my phone is amazing!
take a look
if u can't
consider to check ur eyes
Friday, September 19, 2008
a true story

Just watched another film - Gridiron Gang.. another beautiful film involves american football, teenagers with problems, represent gangs from different territory coming together as a team, believing in self, sacrifices, coach and players relationship.. just a wonderful film, especially its a true story..
This show was about teenagers with problems in their messed up lives dealing with gang involvement and the crimes they had done.. so have been put into jail (those teenagers juvenile jail) for probation.. and from there, sean porter (The Rock) with another officer (Xzibit) form a football team among them and begin to play with the high school teams.. the main theme of the film was changing themselves from losers into winners..
Gang - a great film, fantastic act by The Rock, It was a touching film.. brought tears to my eyes =), almost every football related films (We Are Marshall, Friday Night Lights, the movie) i've watched had brought tears to my eyes.. coz its just too inspiring to see their motivation and their passion to win especially when there is fights then reconciliation.. just couldn't control my tears =).. Plus all of these films are based on true story.. i just love to watch true story films.. hence, GridIronXzibit and the rest, definitely worth a watch.. go watch it.. especially if you like sports related films.. We Are Marshall and Friday Night Lights the movie also films you must see if you like GridIron Gang.. truly inspiring films..
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Removed
well.. the past few days since i've passed up all my four essays.. have been watching a few movies i've downloaded.. movies like:

-not funny because its not supposed to be funny, its a thriller!
so Mark Wahlberg (one of my favourite) was the main actor and with his girlfriend or wife (not sure) and his friend's daughter in the film were running away from this toxic that is spreading in the air rapidly to protect themselves.. so in the end what happened? well.. they all didn't die, as in three of them la.. by the way, this happened in the United States la in the film.. so in the last scene, they show the same thing happened again (people got infected by the toxic and start killing themselves) but this time its in other country, because the people are speaking in other language and so the film ended..
Well, you can see from few perspectives la from this film by M. Night Shyamalan.. you can see the idea promoting here is that not everything is in control by men, but mother nature.. coz there was a quote in the film which says something like "an act of nature that we cannot understand and science are just some theories that sometimes it is beyond our understanding".. something like that la.. so basically the whole film dwell on this ideology..
and so, if you haven't watch this show and you like The Sixth Sense, well.. this show is not like The Sixth Sense.. but same genre la, thriller.. of coz its not as good as Sixth Sense.. but i watched it.. and it was okay for me.. let me know what you think if you've watch this film already..




