as some of u who came to my house before, if u noticed, there's a kindergarten at the back of my house. his sms woke me up at 8 something just in time for me to hear kid's screaming, laughing, shouting while the teacher is shouting at them telling them to be careful
i began to ponder bout starting work next year.
they say i can cope. they say i can do it. they say it's no problem. but what does God say...? is this what He wants me to do? will He back me up?
i asked God to give me a sign that this is what He wants. asked Him to tell me whether He'll be there when i make the decision. but i think i forgot to ask Him to give me a willing heart to accept what He's gonna tell me
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."
as i was praying to close my QT, it suddenly dawned on me.
1st reaction: this is the answer for me right? God is answering my question...
2nd reaction: SHUCKS! He answered my question...! means means means means means..... I NEED TO WORK????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
THIS CAN'T BE IT. NO NO NO NO. NO RIGHT, GOD??? UR NOT TALKING BOUT WORK RIGHT?? NO NO NO. IT CAN'T BE.
seee.... told u i should pray that God would prepare my heart for His answer
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