a thin line.

i know that You have plans for me.
plans to prosper me.
to give me hope and a future.
that everything happens for a reason.
but time and time again...
i find it hard to believe.

help me to see with Your eyes.
to love with Your love.
help me to look further ahead than the present.

help me to believe.

*******



i miss y o u!

my boy.

valentine's day is coming.
and everywhere is filled with valentine's day packages.
even farmville.

u can have different colored heart shaped hays
or different colored roses
or a hot pink pig
even a pink patched cow.

so since i love heart shapes
and pink, of course
i gave my boyfriend
a pink heart shaped hay.

guess what did i get back.


a wooden board.

random.

since young,
i loved LOVED fireworks.
up until now.

my wish is to watch it with my boyfriend
the one that i love.
i know it's a little cheesy
but i dream of watching it in his arms.
watching it in awe.

sadly, i've never been able to do it.
well for starters,
i think no one has ever known that wish.
even kevin.
also, they don't have beautiful fireworks to watch anymore.

as i was driving home today,
i saw it.
while i was at the traffic light.
it was short.
so short that when i blinked,
it was over.
sigh.
shouldn't have blinked huh?

shatter & clear.

come to think of it,
in July or August,
it's my 5th year of driving.

during my "P" years,
i've gone through 1 major accident,
and 1 minor accident.
both with the same car.
ever since then,
i've NEVER driven it!

and all throughout the years,
never once have i encountered a shattered glass
until last Sunday,
convoying to Li lian's house a.k.a Mrs. Hew.

i wanna thank God that it was just a small glass,
it was at the back,
and Jessica was there with me.
i was wondering why the grass cutter guy (direct translation)
kept looking at me
after that thud on my car.
then Jess was like "oh! ur window!"

stopped at the side of the road.
called him.
waited for him to come.
while waiting,
we watched in silence.

the sound of it shattering.
the web that it made.
it looked so beautiful.
well, at least to me.
not sure bout jess.
haha!

all that came to mind was THANK YOU GOD!
that the stone didn't kena the windshield

*****************************

on a different note,
we had a successful pai kam today!
all of our prayers were answered.

throughout the whole week,
we've been experiencing heavy rain during the evenings
and i was beginning to get worried.
ever since i woke up,
i kept praying.
i told God that we must have perfect weather.
i'm gonna trust Him.
i'm not gonna put back the umbrellas in my car.

the whole day,
i've been telling Him that.
and PRAISE GOD!
we did have perfect weather.
it was a little too hot for my liking.
but hey,
it's better than rain right?

once we got into the car to head back to church,
it started.
drizzling first,
then heavy rain.
maybe it was a good idea to put back the umbrella...?
haha!

Its not dead

Hi, everyone from all over the world that visit this blog..

This blog is not dead. Of course its not. I visit it almost everyday to read new posts but unfortunately, there is none. Always no new post.

Hence, i'm here now and since i've some time now while waiting for baby to finish up her haircut, i can update you all a little about me.

I've entered my 8th month of working already. I got confirmed in my job 2 months ago, yea good news but confirmation was all i got, there weren't any increament or bonus. But still thankful that i'm a confirmed employee at Astro and see where this will lead me.

Work so far has been easy. Just doing my job and try to learn a little here and there everyday. Not really challenging except for communicating with our country's language everytime.. Still fine.. Still manageable..

Okay.. Baby is done with her haircut! We are done with our haircut for chinese new year! Happy new year all.. Happy chinese new year all.. Can't wait to get some ang pows! See you..

wow.

i don't know why i update anymore.
it's not like everyone is checking in to see whether there's updates.
our blog is not as interesting as timothy tiah's or karen cheng's.
bah.

but anyway...
i know.
the updates are deteriorating.
how boring huh...

i've asked him to update
but as u can seee
it's not working.
sheesh.
maybe we should really give up on this blog.
it's dead!

maybe, just maybe
the updates will come in very soon.
very soon.
when my assignment due dates looms nearer.

beauty over life.

sigh.
sometimes i wish that i'm born without certain things.
things that some fortunate girls do not understand.
sigh.

i'm not very good with my chinese
but
let me give a direct translation for u.

want beauty don't want life.

i'm one of those girls
that shudders when i see hair.
hair that makes one look manly.
ie. mustache, leg hair

u see, i've been shaving for quite some time
and have grown tired of it
the hair grows back so much faster now
but i won't gross u out with the details

but yeah,
i'm so tired of it.


a few months back,
i've asked my mum bout getting some better
something more efficient
and i ended up with this....








nice eh?
i know
but don't let it fool u
it's damn scary!

ah!
the things that a girl would do.
he better appreciate the things i would go through to look better
sheesh!