everyday.

there's advantages and disadvantages to spending everyday together with the same person for 4 years. i must admit that during the 1st part of our 1st year, we were adjusting to our new roles that we rarely spend time with each other except in church of course. but as we got used to the idea of having another person to care for in our lives, we naturally drew closer to each other. we would plan our schedules that would kind of coincide together. it seems that as the months passed, we would see more of each other and soon.... we saw each other everyday. as long as we are free, you would find the both of us together.

there are some perks when we see each other so often. we could enjoy each others company while running errands or help each other with assignments and revision for exams. but when we spend so much time together, we barely have enough time with our friends. unless of course, during dinners or birthday celebrations. but other than that, whatever that we use to do with our friends, we do it with each other now.

even when he started working, before or after his shift, he'll come find me. we would spend any free time together.

so now... having time apart from each other for 10 days seems like a million years. i wonder how it'll be like. i guess tmr we'll know. i think it wont be as bad for me cuz i'll be enjoying in a different place while he's stuck here, going through the routines of life.

I'll miss you badly, baby

spore trip #2.

i failed to mention that on the way to the airport the morning of our trip, i had very BAD tummy ache that we HAD to stop at the nearest petrol station. thank God that the pain only came when we were approaching a petrol station. after that, when we reached the airport and were finding for a parking, the tummy ache came again. once done, went to the counter to wait for it to open so that we can check in. while waiting, tummy ache kept coming and going. boy, was i excited or what for the trip! excited beyond words!

i didn't even have mood to be excited bout the trip. all i did was prayed anxiously for God to take the tummy ache away.once checked in, said bye to papa cuz it's our trip now. scanned around for the nearest toilets just in case i needed to go again. decided to go into the boarding area instead of hanging around outside. BORING! once in, tummy ache again. after that.... no more tummy aches! thank God! managed to be overcome with excitement for the trip once we were boarded on the plane with no signs of tummy ache.

i just realized that the tummy aches only came when we were able to find a toilet. i guess in a way God is helping me so that i won't shit in my pants. my one and only pants because my mum took my luggage when she went back the weekend before. phew! now, i'll pray that the same thing wouldn't happen when i'm going to Melb.

our fav. MOS burger
sigh i miss it badly =(


went to sentosa after MOS burger
because it was our anniversary...
so decided to spend some quality time instead of shopping from one mall to another

once you walk in, you'll get to see a feeding area filled with scary sting ray's that would come to the side because they know ppl will feed them
then there's this thing called "magic t" where you can stuff your hands in the glass to touch the fishes. which i will NEVER do.
but he wanted to do it.

we waited in line on the wrong bus... we were supposed to go on the blue line
can you see the red dot there? it's called a sea angel. literally.
it's SO small then they provide a magnifying glass on the viewing window.
it swims like an angel.

do you see me in the dome like thing called "critters of the deep"
well, there's one thing you should know bout me.
i'm TERRIBLY afraid of fishes and what nots.
when i go to a pet shop, i fear that all the aquariums will burst and all the fish would fall on me
(ugh! just the thought of it makes me shiver)
but since we payed good money to go into underwater world, i decided to soak in whatever that they have for me.
then we saw the dome.
looked so cool.
he said...
"why don't you go in there to take a picture?"
so i decided to get in there, waited for my turn, smelled all the body odor, crawled on wet carpet just to take a photo.
when i got out, guess what i saw?
yes, those creatures there in the other picture
i WANTED to scream.... but i guess i shouldn't right?
he was SO surprised that i was so enthusiastic bout all the fishes
YEAH RIGHT!!!!
it's because we payed so much!

this was the real reason we came into underwater world.
to see pink dolphins.
claire was right, they do look a lil sick.
but PINK dolphins...?
who could resist
they were so mischevious, constantly swimming up to the platform even before the show started
i was like a lil girl on Christmas morning

the skyride was scary yet fun.
it was quite an experience.
managed to snap the photo with the words when it was slightly drizzling,
once we reach the tram station,
it poured HEAVILY.
luge ride was absolutely enjoyable!
i didnt wanna do it at first cuz i thought it was go-kart.
oh was i wrong...!
it was fun but yet it was like pee-in-your-pants scary.
i did it for him...
at least he enjoyed it

now... this is the main reason why we went to sentosa.
"Songs of the sea"
we were kiasu like the sporeans.
endured the long queue, just to get good seats.

thank God that on our last day in spore,
it was the first day for the Robinsons expo.
rushed there earlier.. managed to get some last minute stuff.
added to the amount where we could claim GST's.
and we returned with really AWESOME buys.

saying goodbye to spore.
we were privileged to meet Minnie on the plane =P
we will definitely go back there in the near future... i hope.
unless there's a reason for us to SERIOUSLY tighten our belts ;)

spore trip.

i figured that i should post of the photos from the spore trip before my trip to Melb because i believe by the end of THAT trip i would have another round of photos.

as of today, i'm proud to say that i've finished 2 final papers. last one on friday. then i'm off gallivanting in the land down under.

by this time next week, i'll be blissfully walking in the cold winter air.i thank God that i could answer every question today. it was not as killer as the monday paper mainly because i knew my stuff. this time round, i took my time... sat through the whole 2 and 1/2 hours of exam. fingers were painful because i was writing so much.

i still can't believe that it's down to my final paper. wonder how life will be like without exams and assignments. but i would have "exams" and "assignments" in work. i would have to prepare lesson plans and the likes.

thanks to kay, j-anne, winson, anton, and andrea for this game
it entertained us for the few hours that was spent waiting to board the plane

our boarding gate


his and her favorite colors

ppl would endure the long queue just for this cuppa
it's a must try for him

i think i ate this every morning
looking at this makes me miss it =(

let's just fall in love again.

after 4 years,
as i look at him,
i fell in love with him again.

the things that he would do for me,
enduring my temper.
help me with my crafts for my lesson.
encouraging me.



i used to have a list.
a rather long list of my future boyfriend & husband.
and i can say,
that i'm truly blessed to have someone even better than my imaginations.
God knows what the both of us need
and He gave me more than i ask for.

he's truly someone i can be myself with.
doing all the silly nonsense together
and he accepts me for who i am.
we have so much in common
but yet we are totally different.

as the years pass,
i've grown more and more in love with him.
he's truly someone i can count on
be it sunny or rainy days.



thanks for loving me darling!

final.

the day is near...
after 2 & 1/2 years of studying in a college that is TOTALLY sucky,
i'm finally studying for my very last exams.
but that is until the day i decide that i should further my studies.

every semester,
the college does a survey,
at the end of the survey,
they would ask whether i would recommend the college to my friends,
and every single time,
i'll tick NO!

you wanna know why?????


because after 2 years,
after studying there for months,
after TONS of exams that i've gone through,
they tell me that i don't have a file there.
as in they don't have my past details.
where i've studied,
my enrollment form.
nothing!
zilch!

and noww....
they're rushing me for my details.
before my written exam on Monday.
i call in to ask with the telephone number that they've included at every end of the emails,
and guess what?

"Nombor ini tiada dalam perkhidmatan"

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....!!!!


that my friends,
is why i WILL NEVER recommend the college to anyone i know






*phew*
okay
now i'm done complaining.
gonna go write my notes to study

pain.

argh!
it's been a while since i've gotten gastric
cuz i've been eating regularly.

but on monday,
we were so excited about tennis that i forgot bout food.
i lost all sense of logic

we played at around 7 something until 10.
when i say "we"...
i mean the guys were dominating the court
while us, girls, sat around and only managed to play a little.
think the guys couldn't stand us
cuz we couldn't control our strength and the direction of the ball

about 10 something we went to the new USJ Murni
i ate roti hawaii and some tom yam mee raja
note: roti is VERY hard to digest and spicy tom yam is just WRONG for my empty stomach
so on sat,
the whole day i had EXTREMELY bad gastric
it's so bad that i vomited
i've never ever gotten such a bad case of gastric before
and normally i would be well after eating honey
but nope....
this time it's taking a lil longer cuz now i'm still having slight gastric

sigh don't know whether i should play tmr =(
but i want to.....

i wanted to write bout our trip to spore
but i guess it'll have to wait...
i was also supposed to write my notes and study too
but i just can't
ARGH
tmr i shall start studying

at last.

today was my last day of class EVER.
it was bittersweet.
i didn't know how to react
whether to be happy or sad.
i have one more assignment to hand in,
my very LAST assignment.

2 and 1/2 years have gone past in a blink of an eye.
went through many ups and downs
fought with group members,
even now,
there are still people who don't do their part.
after 2 years, they say they don't know how to do
really don't know what to say to them anymore.

today being the last class,
i asked myself
do i feel relieved that it's over
or should i continue on studying?
dilemma dilemma

relieve hasn't come to me yet
probably when exams are over
but now....
it feels weird
because i'm the kind of person who just like to play
i'm only serious when it comes to assignments and exams
so now, when i have to start working
i don't know how it'll be like
it's a whole different ball game

when i asked him whether i should continue my studies
then he said
"do you want to get married faster or not?"
bah
nonsense
ah!
let me get through my exams and practicum first

*******

on a lighter note,

we went to sekinchan last month for his friend's wedding
it was a long drive
longer than we expected

think this year we traveled more together
went to malacca (where i drove outstation for the first time)
then to sekinchan
and singapore (for my birthday and our anniversary)

it's too far away
but you're suppose to see the padi field

padi field again



let me end this post
with a photo of my dog