growing up.

do i really wanna grow up
and face those inevitable obstacles
that comes hand-in-hand with changes?

life doesn't seem to be as simple as it sounds.

it came so fast,
i didn't know how to react.
i just sat there,
blank.
all i could think of was whether it was really happening.
how would i dare to have a two-way communication.
after that???
u expect me to talk?

it's just one of those situations
where i just don't know how to handle it.
what do i do,
what do i say back to u?
how can it be the same again?
how can u expect it to be the same again?

if u want it to be better,
teach me how.
cuz i really don't know how.
no.
better not.
i don't know whether i can go through that again.

all i can say now is....
do u feel better that?
i hope u do.