silly.

of all the silly decisions that i've made today,
i hope and i know that my decision of going for prayer meeting with definitely be the most profitable one.
i've made loads of silly decisions today.

i went to play badminton,
lazed around the whole day,
read a chapter of The Note,
almost fell asleep,
blogged,
attempted to read blogs but stopped myself.

i made a lot of excuses for me not to go for prayer.
but i think i don't wanna miss it.
even though i gotta study.
but prayer is the one that gives me strength and wisdom to study.
i believe that if i put God first,
everything else will fall into place.

i'm not sure whether it's the right mentality.
but i'm sure that if i honor Him,
He will certainly bless me.
maybe not in terms that i want or understand.