15.

"....cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
And your first kiss makes your head spin around

But in your life you'll do things
Greater than datin the boy on the football team
I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted
Was to be wanted
Wish you could go back
And tell yourself what you know now


Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams in life

I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be
at fifteen..."

by
Taylor Swift

every time i listen to this song
i feel like crying.
it reminded me a lot of my past.
the things that i could not put into words
and this song has done it for me.

but it hurts even more...
when a promised was made to u
and u soon realize that it was made out of the spur of the moment.
that it will never come true.

thinking bout it,
after all i went through.
i still care.
might be a stupid thing
but i still want happiness for him.