going out of my mind

this semester has really done a toll on me not just physically but mentally. every time i get home from class, i'm too tired to do anything but just rest. well, actually it's not just this semester. i was like this last year also. maybe i've just had enough of studying haha but when i start work, i won't be able to skip work just because i don't feel like going

i've been trying to do my assignment since it's going to be due next week but i can't seem to get a head start on it. i've done my first assignment which was quite straight forward because of the amount of guidance by the lecturer. but it was also because she specified what she wanted out of it. unlike this other lecturer who just gives an open-ended topic or rather sentence from the textbook, then she asks us to discuss about it. i hate such assignments! it's so open-ended i don't know where to begin and end. 

so i decided to do another assignment which is a reflection of each week's lecture topic and it's only 250 words. i mean how hard can that assignment be right? wrong! it so difficult that after writing 2 posts (because it has to be done digitally. so i created a blog for it) my brain felt so tired and heavy.

i've noticed that the subjects this semester requires a lot of critical thinking. i've been thinking so much that i felt like my head was about to burst. right now i don't even want to look at this computer. i don't even want to type anymore. my body is aching to be away from this computer. yet, i need some place to rant. i need some place to complain. i don't think i'm even making any sense right now. i keep getting so many spelling mistakes because my brains and body can't take it anymore. ah!!!! 

but my assignments are due next week! feel like screaming and shouting!!! i need a holiday!!! come on!!!