first night without the husband

On Friday night we found out that the husband's paternal grandma passed away. 

We've been told that it was a peaceful death so thank God for that. There were talks about going home for the funeral and up till yesterday it was confirmed. 

The husband will be going but I won't because of work and I'm not feeling well too.

We've been married for only 1 year 10 months and 11 days. 

We've never been apart. Not even 2 years of marriage and we're going to be apart 

Sigh here comes the long distance again. Don't know how I'll survive this. 

Well, at least I have work to occupy myself. But still.... Ever since we've gotten married, I always joked that I'm not used to sharing the bed with someone. 

I've always had a queen sized bed to myself. So now that I have to share it with someone, it's made the bed super small

Now, the husband said that all those times I've joked about it, it has finally come true. He'll be away for 2 days 3 nights  I'll have to sleep alone for 3 nights