spore.

tmr i'm gonna be going on a trip to spore till the 22nd. i've never traveled so close before Christmas. this is my first time.

there loads to blog bout. but i've been going out the whole day this few days. so...... wait till things have cooled down la. ahha! but i guess by then, everything would have been too "old" to blog bout di.

he was suppose to go together with me. but........... whatever. gonna miss u baby! =(

guess i better go sleep. feeling really tired cuz we went to the hot springs today

50Fifty to Shoot

Here it is.. Its time for me to change my futsal shoes.. it was my first ever futsal shoe and now its time to change it already.. koyak already.. so have been looking around for cheap futsal shoe until winson and some others told me and esther about Shoe Warehouse in Parade.. so went over there to checkl it out and finally bought myself a new pair of futsal shoe.. below RM100.. it is not cheap, but it is cheaper.. so i shall consider it worth it..

And from my Umbro 50Fifty, now I've got a brand new pair of Total NinetyShoot.. the 50Fifty will be thrown away, but its still in my bag from camp la.. haha.. its been there since i got back from camp.. going to throw it soon..

So here it is..



And not to mention.. this is my early Christmas present from my baby.. =) will get hers soon, maybe?

He has done it again!

That's right! God has done it again.. It's impossible to get these.. I couldn't believe it.. I was so worried.. Prayed so hard in almost every Quiet Time I did.. Now, God has shown me his favour.. Its marvelous.. its great.. its because of Him that I can achieve these..

Yeah, its my semester exams results.. just checked it about 20 minutes ago.. have been starring at it for a few minutes and kept going back to see it again and again.. just to make sure what I see its the right thing! I have never thought or imagined i could get these results.. most i could think of is all four subjects score credit.. and guess what.. i did not get 4 Cs , in fact, God answered my prayer by giving me:

Two Credits and two Distinctions!

1. Introduction to Public Relations - D
2. Public Relations: Contemporary Approaches - C
3. Screen Text - D
4. Global Media Industries - C

Wah.. like that also can ah.. I prayed for all four subjects to pass, that is the most important one.. then i also know one or two subjects i could score credit one la.. or maybe all i could score credit la, thats the highest i aimed.. BUT NO.. Two credits and two distinctions is what I got..

Really.. really.. this is not because of what I have done that I can get these results but it is from God.. He showed me His favour and how good He is to me.. and of coz.. He answered all of my brothers in Christ, friends, dear and my prayers for this semester.. I can only say this, All Glory Be Unto God.. He is the One that deserves all the praise, not me, never it is me, but it is always to Him!

If you dont't know who this God is or already know Him but still don't really know him yet, I would say you need to really know and experience this God yourself.. Speak to your friends or you can ask He or She here.. =) right She? aiyak, she is sleeping now di.. thats why no reply..

So yea.. been really excited to blog about this once I saw the results.. its amazing.. So yea.. pretty much finished my second last semester already.. have one more semester to go which will start in February 16, 2009 and once this semester is done, its graduation babeh.. =) woohoo..

Good night God and wish you all a blessed week ahead..

no means no.

i refuse to study.
refuse to prepare for my last paper tmr.
why can't i be on holiday like the rest of the people?
why can't i be stress-free on the month dedicated for celebrations?
we're suppose to be rejoicing.
suppose to be partying.
suppose to celebrate & eat.
but but but.....
i'm stressing over exams.
when i'm suppose to be happy-ing with the rest of the people.
ugh!
sigh.
this is so sad.
no no no.
i can't be like this.
i don't wanna stare blankly at my paper tmr and go "hey... i wrote this down yesterday. but i don't remember!"
i wanna answer all the questions.
i wanna answer them correctly and be certain that it's correct.
no no no.
i must study.
i must memorize.
i must ask God for strength.
i need Him.
need His brains.
God, please grant me Your strength.
i need it.
give me healing as well.
now, instead of stopping stuff from coming down my nose.
it's blocked.
so im not sure which is better.
bah.
need to study.
think i better off my comp.
it's distracting me.
it's asking me to play games and blog bout all the stuff which i haven't blog bout.
must turn off the temptation.
okay.
think i'm going crazy.
bye!

lifted high.

i'm here again!
back.
wasting time once again.
i'm feeling pressured.
getting all A's in my 1st sem is pressuring me.
can't seem to concentrate.
can't seem to memorize.
just one subject and i have more notes than 3 subjects combined.
what if i can't get all A's again?
i'll be such a failure.
right?
sigh.
but he reminded me.
that those A's,
wasn't cuz of me.
if i were to use my own effort & strength,
i think i would have failed.
but He made it possible.
He gave me those A's.
God, please let Your name be glorified again.
please help me memorize.
please help me focus & concentrate.
please help me once more.
sorry if i ever took pride of those A's.
You are the One who supplies.
who blesses me with good grades.
may Your name be lifted high.
thank You God!

sheesh.

sheesh.
we need more updates.
but.
i have exams coming up.
need to study.
but.
here i am.
too lazy.
so gonna waste a little more time.
please pray for me.
i have 2 subjects.
lecturers said it's the hardest.
hence, only 2 subjects.
lecturers also said that normally they would teach this is 3-4 months.
but.
they've crammed it all into less than 7 weeks.
so please please please pray.
one on wednesday.
the other on friday.
i'll update when i'm officially on hol.
till then, bug him for more updates! =)

.

what?!
this can't be happening.
it's not happening to me.
no no!
this can't be it.
i'm dreaming right?
how can this happen?
i can't believe it.





u mean..........
i'm only going to camp for 1 day????
then what's the point????