growing up.

do i really wanna grow up
and face those inevitable obstacles
that comes hand-in-hand with changes?

life doesn't seem to be as simple as it sounds.

it came so fast,
i didn't know how to react.
i just sat there,
blank.
all i could think of was whether it was really happening.
how would i dare to have a two-way communication.
after that???
u expect me to talk?

it's just one of those situations
where i just don't know how to handle it.
what do i do,
what do i say back to u?
how can it be the same again?
how can u expect it to be the same again?

if u want it to be better,
teach me how.
cuz i really don't know how.
no.
better not.
i don't know whether i can go through that again.

all i can say now is....
do u feel better that?
i hope u do.

.

to be or not to be
better or worse?

"awesome".

u know u're old when....
u try to stand up after sitting down on the floor for more than an hour doing some drawing and coloring.
ur back aches and both of ur legs refuses to straighten up.

u know u're old when....
it's pass 2 am and u can't keep ur eyes open.

u know u're old when....
ur cleaning up in church while the younger ones play and take pictures.

u know u're old when....
u sleep instead of chit chatting during siesta during yf camp.

u know u're old when....
u sleep instead of "gossiping" through the night during yf camp.

u know u're old when....
ur boyfriend has to work instead of spending quality time with u.

testing

testing testing...this is our first post.using his brand new n79.location:krispy kreme, midvalley.

No. 4

N79
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Chun

So much more to discover and to play..

my birthday #2

i've finally decided to create the second and last batch of my birthday photos.
out of boredom actually.

last night,
my phone decided to declare that i'm not a very good owner.
it keeps getting hang,
turning off and on,
until it finished a fully charged battery.

went to fix it today.
was hoping that they would say it can't be fixed
and that i needed to get a new one.
but shucks!
to my dismay,
it was fixable.
sheesh.

assignment due on friday.
teaching in cradle roll on sunday.
and then,
it's holiday for a week!

can't wait for the hols! =)

Delicious, 1 Utama

to my disappointment,
the food wasn't THAT delicious.
only the soup, salad, and spaghetti bolognese.
guess their western menu is better.

this is my family.
but my dear brother,
nicholas kwan is missing.
(u were missed!)
that's why there's a space in the middle there.
must photoshop him in.

these are my relatives.
my aunties and uncles.
the cousins took a photo too.
can u see? it's the darkest photo.
from the oldest *ahem ahem* to youngest


on that night,
i had 2 cakes,
one mango something and cupcakes,
a kid who needed to be stopped every few seconds
cuz he could not wait for the song to finish
to blow out the candles,
one very very VERY sloppy kiss.
from him?
nah.

and 2 pweety girls who are one of the many influential ppl in my life


i started my birthday at The Apartment
and ended it there too

ice age.

on monday,
li ann had a day off.
so he, me, and li ann decided to try and bring this little cutie
to her very first movie





at first she was happy and chatty
every poster she saw she kept saying "saur"
as in dinosaur.
so so adorable.

she happily gave the tickets to the guy at the booth.
and in we went.
she was still happy.
finding every ice age poster
and saying "saur"

but once we went into the cinema
she kept saying scared.
think it's cuz of the loud noises from the other cinema
amazingly she wanted to sit with me.
but still she kept saying scared.
she stopped talking once the lights went off
and the first round of ad came on.
thank God she didn't cry or scream.

she was so cute!
when she saw the dinosaur,
she said "saur"
when she saw the elephant,
she said.......
i can't remember what she said.
but she was so cute!

she fell asleep halfway through the show
snored really loudly.
so so so so adorable!
and only woke up when it was almost finishing.
so at least she watched the beginning
and almost the ending.
thank God my hand didn't go numb
like the last time she slept in my arms.

both of them are my MOST adorable 2 yr olds