crazy, depressing, amazing

yesterday we went window shopping in ikano & curve. at first it was quite fun. going from shop to shop searching for the RIGHT, PERFECT "costume" for us to wear for our christmas presentation. but as we went from shop to shop, our craziness as well as our hope slowly died and shriveled. we started looking for clothes for ourselves. okay maybe cia was a little more focused than jessica & i. haaha.

but seriously. it became super depressing. cuz some really looked nice, presentable, affordable which fits the package but when we thought of how the other girls might look like or whether it suits the tambourines.............hmmmmm......... not such a good idea after all.

we saw really nice blouses in MNG. but MNG & their prices doesn't fit the package.

"bahs." was what ended the day.

i think this was our last crazy moment. HAHA!

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today is the day where my results came out
it was suppose to come out at bout 3.30pm
but they bluffed us
so at bout 3.45-3.50 pm

(while we were having break)

my friend told us that the results are up

before the class, my lecturer told us not to look at the results until the class has ended
cuz she doesn't want it to affect our mood
results or no results
still affected our mood
so what's the difference right?
the worse of all was that of all places on the 8th floor
they had to post the results up on the wall outside of our classroom
SERIOUSLY!
what are they thinking??!!!
sheesh

so my lecturer ended the class earlier
didn't give us any breaks
no one was allowed to leave the room
unless they cannot tahan any longer
thank God she ended the class 1 hour 15 mins earlier
so everyone rushed out to check their results

faces practically were pasted onto the results sheets
how can i find my student number with all those faces pasted on the wall???!!!!
my goodness
seriously
somemore once they saw their results
they just stood there
staring at that piece of paper
*faint*
i searched frantically
from paper to paper searching for my student number or IC number

FINALLY!!!
it appears!
exam index number, correct.
student number, correct.
IC number, correct.
next............
the results.



2A's & 2A-'s
*blink blink*



what the heck?
are u serious?
brains all jumbled up
words unable to be formed
emotions all mixed into one messy feeling
but but but
are u sure???

u see...
the last friday, my lecturer told us that a HANDFUL of us have failed either one of the subjects or all of them. so all of us wasn't in that a great shock yet. then before she ended her long long speech which contains something along the lines of...

"if u don't know what to do. come talk to us. don't handle it on ur own."
"we will help u solve whatever problems."
"don't be like ur seniors. thinking they can do it all on their own."
"and by the way, 15 people failed 1002 and 17 people failed 1003"

we were like what the heck???? that's so not a HANDFUL! and she claims herself to be an english specialist. english specialist my foot la.


so anyway...
let me end this post nicely

wanna thank those who prayed for me even though i smsed u guys really last minute
wanna thank him who stood by me, bugging me to study (but still last minute)
wanna thank God especially
could not get this kinda result without ALMIGHTY GOD!

(think before my class tmr i'll go and check my results again. think i saw the wrong one. i still can't believe it)