may.

oh wow.
it's may already.....??
it's gonna be the middle of the year.
why do i still feel like the new year has just begun.
this is too fast.
too fast.

i feel like i'm not going anywhere.
wasting my time away.
by playing games,
doing nonsense.
feel like i'm not doing anything productive.
and it just stops there.
it remains a feeling.
nothing done.
nothing changed.

it's so wrong to go away for the weekend
when i'm in the midst of an exam.
i can't study at all now.
i was so tired that i slept for 2 hours.
was suppose to sleep only 1 hour.
and now.....
no mood at all to study.
he's getting angry with me.
it's 9.10.
and i feel like i still have loads of time.
i plan to sleep late anyways.
which is bad.
cuz that decision makes me think that i have LOADS of time.
ah!
this sucks!
i hate exams!

i can't wait for my spore trip.
but i don't really wanna go also.
it's 6 full days without seeing him.
think it's my longest away from him.
wonder how it'll feel.
maybe i'll be SO busy shopping
that i forget all bout him.
haha!
nah.
i'm not that horrible =)

anyway,
think i better start studying.
before he kills me.
hehehe =)




p.s i love u
(hope that by saying that u'll be less angry with me. hahaha!)