this sucks.

i knew i shouldn't have checked it.
shouldn't have even looked
or touch the file.
but yet,
i chose to do it.
now i feel depressed.

i've counted.
i'll lose 12 marks if she decides to be strict.
which she is strict.
she corrected all of our grammatical error in our assignments for goodness sake.
they're not suppose to mark according to that.
suppose to mark on relevance of the paper.
but no.....
she marks according to grammar as well.

i got 20/30 for my first assignment
and 14/20 for my second.
plus at least 5 marks for class participation and attendance.
i should have bout 39 marks.
i need 36 more marks from my finals
to get an A-.
which i don't think i'll get considering the nonsense that i've written.
ah!
12 marks is alot!
and that's only 2 questions.
what about the rest!

for the past 2 papers,
i only took 1 and a half hours.
normally i take 2 hours.
what is wrong with me???!!!!

awwww man.
i'm so depressed now.
i don't even wanna study for my next paper.
depressed
depressed
depressed
why can't we turn back time?

i'm so sad now.
sigh.