oh boy.

temptation,
oh temptation,
how can i get rid of u?

why do u always love to stick to me?


i hate it when the voice inside of me gets muted during...
and only can be heard after.

like what happened just now.


i chose to act according to my own selfish desires.
chose to shut the voice until it's over.
and only when it's over
do i think things through.
maybe this,
maybe that.

i know i know.
temptations are caused by myself.
i asked for it.
and it only can get the better of me
when i allow it to.

which i did.
i allowed it to.
and now i regret it.
i hope i have enough courage to apologize tmr.




maybe you were getting it from one side
and u didnt need to get it from me too....

i'm sorry.
goodnight....