seven.

i just realized that numbers has relevance to my life.
not sure whether u guys remember....
but i have posts all from number 1-6.
but skipping 5 of course.
can't really think bout 5 now.
right now....
i'll just continue on with number 7.

6 months ago *click*,
i started teaching tuition.
yes.....
only 6 miserable months.

now,
on the 7th month,
they say they wanna stop.

not sure if u read my post bout...
ah see for urself *click*
but i really thought that maybe God had a plan.
i was waiting for the bigger picture.
but before i could take a step back,
God took it from me.
so.....
it's not God's plan for me?

i feel so discouraged now.
does it mean that i suck at teaching?
but i really feel that i'm no good in teaching.
ah.... whatever.
i have no idea what i'm saying.
too much stuff in my head.



whatever it is.

the main point is that.

after 7 months,
i'm no longer needed.


maybe i'm not doing a good job.
maybe i suck at what i'm doing.

sigh.

i don't know.

i don't know.