of it all.

of all the wrong things that i feel has happened.
finally there are some right stuff to make me feel better.

i find that i'm doing quite a good job with the children in school.
i feel that i didn't make a wrong decision in choosing to be a kindy teacher.
though at times the children might not listen,
and i might be too soft and nice.
but hey.... i do see some improvements in a few of the children.


i heard that next year a child wants to be in my class again
and another was so happy to see me,
she hugged me and shouted "Good morning teacher esther"
2 boys in my class loves to sit beside me.


today a girl who NEVER has the patience to wait for me.
(the children seriously thinks that i'm an octopus. they think that i can help ALL of them at the same time. and when i say wait, they'll go and mess up some part of the class)
so this girl that i was talking bout.... when i say waitt........ she'll sulk, continuously shoving her work at my face, and keeps calling "teacher....teacher....teacher" (like a broken record)
but today, when i asked her to wait and sit down, she sat there quietly.
looking at her other friends making a mess in the class.
she didn't make any noise.
no shoving of work at my face.
she was such a good girl.
and when i finally helped her, she said "thank you teacher for helping me"
i was so happy.
suddenly all the sadness and depression left.
the wonders of what a lil child could do.....

they can piss you off but they can also make you the happiest person.