new year!

ah! 2011!

you have finally come!
i've waited for you for ages
but still you decided not to show up.
now when you finally do,
i'm glad!
however, you took too long to come around.

things have changed.
plans are changing.
everything will not be the same anymore.
why did you come so late?

but then again...
the changes can be good
provided we embrace it with the help of God.
this year is the year of change.

it's a mixture of joy and sorrow.

i still do not know whether i'm making the right decision.

it should be right?
i mean i've always wanted to.
but i never thought it would be this late.
i only have myself to blame...
for playing so much and wasting my time.

but why can't i do both at the same time?
isn't it possible?
many people do it =)
ah!
i wonder if things were that simple

whatever...
i just want to enter into this new year holding on to God's promises.
that is just what i need