indescribable.

today's theme on american idol was country.
some of them was nice and okay....
but i think danny gokey has won my heart yet again.
as he did ever since the starting of this season.
i'm so glad that i watched the auditions this time round.
usually i don't really enjoy the auditions.
but yet,
sometimes i do.
there's a mix feeling bout the auditions.
my only motivation for watching the auditions is to find someone that i hope will win the competition.
this time it's DANNY GOKEY.
my oh my.





i'm mesmerized not only cuz of his story that he brought together with him.
but also his voice.
the raspy, rough voice.
so the man!
the way he sang today was the best.
actually, he always sing the best.
in my opinion =)

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okay. let me move on to my other point of writing this post.
i've decided to try teaching.
not that i'm not doing it in cradle roll.
but this one is something more serious.
one that includes $$$

i'm definitely nervous bout what to expect.
i know that they're VERY VERY, indescribably, NAUGHTY!
therefore, i know what to expect in terms of what kinda children they are.
it's just that i don't know how to start teaching them.
as in....
i'm no english professional.
not studying english.
but.
the plus point is that i'm learning to be an early childhood teacher.
so....
it's time i put the theories to practice.
wait........
theories?
what theories?

ah!
this is beyond my comfort zone.
i hate this!

what if i don't have the patience?
what if after this, i realize that i've chosen the wrong career?
what if i teach them the wrong thing?
what if they don't listen to me & i lose my temper on them?
what if they don't like me & tmr is my first and last lesson with them?

bah!
i hate this!
i refuse to think bout this anymore.
just gonna put it all in God's hands.