back to reality

camp was really really awesome
i had fun with my roommate (more pics to come)
had fun with him
i had fun playing monopoly, laughing till our stomachs hurt, shouting and screaming at each other
had fun getting to know andrea, anton, and j-tsen
most of all.... i had fun in God's presence
i definitely enjoyed that the most
even though we were all dead tired cuz of the long days and late nights with no afternoon naps, we still managed to hear from God
still managed to enjoy His presence

i'm happy to say that i got the answers to my questions
God spoke and i thank God for that
this time round, i was kinda sad
this is my 3rd or 4th time going for family camp without my family
but i felt it all the more because my mum is away in spore working
not to say i don't have my family there
i have my cousins, aunty, uncles but still it couldn't fill the gap in my heart

we stayed in grand kampar hotel
it's quite grand la... haha
really nice place
it's still kinda new la.... that's why it's still looking nice
i think i'll give it a few more years then it'll look quite horrible
haha.. i'm so horrible
but i really do miss camp
i miss the place
i miss the company
i miss everything bout camp
i miss being able to see friends and kevin 24/7

truly i appreciate this 4 days away
away from the temptations
from the troubles in life
from the routine stuff that i've been doing
i got to be away from my normal life for 4 days
i really really REALLY enjoyed this camp
it has been a refreshing time
a truly enjoyable time with friends, family, and God

coming back, i realize that i only have today and tomorrow to enjoy before all hell breaks lose
i actually started my classes already
i missed the orientation on monday as well as today's class
my first class will be on thursday
my classes are on monday, tuesday, thursday, and friday
what's worse is that i don't have class on the only day that i need to be in subang
i told kevin that i'm depressed
that i have to be back to reality
sigh
still depressed

please pray for me
i really want a breakthrough in life
i need a change in my life right now
i can't stand who i am, what i'm doing, and even what i've not been doing
i need the grace of God upon my life




on another note.....
kevin won't be updating as often cuz he doesn't have internet connection anymore
he has been having some problems and his mum decided to just cancel it