i hate this

i hate this
i hate going to a new place
an unknown place
i hate meeting new people
i hate having to find new friends
i hate speaking to strangers
i hate studying
i hate that my holiday is ending
i hate coming back to reality
i hate how i'm feeling now
i hate
i hate
i hate
i hate

HATE

i hate meeting new people cuz i'm shy and i know that the friendship won't last
so what's the point of making friends right?
right?
none of my friendships does
i get close to some people for a moment of time.... then suddenly we're no longer close
i have trouble keeping friendships
i have trouble starting one
sometimes i wish that i'm a social butterfly

i don't want tmr to come
i just want the time to stop
i want camp to last forever
but it can't
the more i want time to pass slowly
the faster it moves
sigh