lost

hmmm... somehow i dont have the urge to do anything anymore

is it because my brains hasn't "worked" for 5 months or more?

i've been really lazy to do the laundry, hang my iron-ed clothes

basically, i only do the usual stuff for me to survive

i don't do anything unusual anymore

i can't wait for family camp.

i can't wait for a fresh touch

i feel like i need a doctor to charge the machine to 200

like my heartbeat has a flat rate and i need something to shock me back to life
(sorry to much grey's anatomy. i even dream about grey's)

ugh. i have no idea what am i talking about

i just cant wait till family camp (24th - 27th of may)

think i better stop talking nonsense now.

brains not functioning