anonymous

the more i don't wanna think, the more it comes
the more i'm afraid it'll happen, it happens
the more i wish it away, the faster it comes back
every second the clock ticks, the more i start to wonder
i feel it's gonna end

i dream bout it
i think bout it
i wonder bout it

how much longer will we fool ourselves?
how much deeper do we wanna go before realizing we went too deep?
how much
how much

oh, how i wish time stops
all i need is time
time to think
time to react
time to decide
time to analyze
but no.....
time doesn't wanna wait for me

i sit here
tired, brains halting to a stop
watching the line blink
waiting for me to type something
but i sit here
brains halting to a stop
watching the line blink
enjoying a calm moment
where my brains do not reason
do not fight
do not think