hmmm... this blog is really dead huh? compared to the first time we started this blog. well, can't do much bout it. he doesn't have internet connection.... yet. i'm struggling with life as a student again. feels weird studying again. having to find friends all over again. trying to fit in again. doing everything again. sheesh. hate this kinda changes. i hate changes.
i was watching grey's this morning. and it was talking bout letting go of the person u love. sometimes it's easy and sometimes it hurts so bad that u end up in square one. well, for me, i feel like i'm holding on to him real tightly. not sure whether he can breathe.
i really wish i can let him go and find his and my own set of friends
i wish that i can let him go to do the works of God
i wish that i can let him go so that i don't have to worry about everything, every single second of the time
i worry too much
i think too much
i do everything too much
sheesh
i'm never good at managing my time wisely. always feeling busy but actually i'm not.
i'm never good at making or keeping friendships cuz i just suck at it
i'm never good at expressing how i feel cuz i "ENJOY" keeping everything inside
i'm never good at trusting people cuz i'm afraid to be hurt
i'm never good at doing things consistently cuz after a while....... i'm too lazy
shucks. from a normal post i manage to turn it into an emo post. think i better stop now before i start feeling depressed. no no no.... I MUST THINK POSITIVELY!!!! DON'T WORRY. STOP WORRYING! STOP THINKING SO MUCH!
cia..... i've failed. i keep forgetting to say something positive after i say something negative.
Friday, June 6, 2008
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Hey dearest
aww, cheer up :) i know how it feels..trust me I do..reading your experience has shown me that at least you know what the problem is, and you're not afraid to admit it..if only it was that easy for the rest of us..we'll learn together..will keep u in my prayers too :) like mama like lui lui rite? same problems..hehehe..
hey dearest.. =)
haha. i think i always know the problem. but end up going back to the same problem cuz it never gets solved. i'll keep u in my prayers as well! exams coming soon? hahaha. yeaps, like mama like lui lui. kekeke =)
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