a t l a s t

after months, i've finally decided that i need to get some exercise

after months of excuses, i've finally bout em

after months of watching them play, i thought maybe it's not so bad after all

i wanted puma
but the one that i wanted was long gone!
next time, i'll buy what i like first then claim back
given the permission to do so

but watching people play and actually playing it urself it's totally different


for example, wall climbing, i've climbed before. many years ago and decided to never do it again. never. i went to one of the days where cia, allan, mich, dax, and eve were climbing, i felt a sudden urge to climb. then i came to my senses that it'll be a waste of money cuz i will be too scared to do anything that they're doing.


so i hope it won't be the same as futsal.