giving up

i was at the verge of giving up. it's so easy huh? giving up is way way easier than working things out. but giving up years? not THAT easy. but it was even easier after the incident. easier to say those 2 "forbidden" words. easier to put the blame on someone other than urself

but yet.... i can't give up. there are things that is still holding me back from making that decision. time..... just give me time. however, now everything is pilling up. assignments, EE, classes, recent incident, house chores, emotions, etc. everything is causing me to let go of the accelerator and roll back down the hill. my mind is telling me that i have lots of reasons to let go. to give up.











EVERYDAY


once in a lifetime
means there's no second chance
so i believe that you and me
should grab it while we can

make it last forever
and never give it back
it's our turn, and i'm loving where we're at
because this moment's really all we have

everyday
of our lives
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
gonna run
while we're young
and keep the faith

everyday
from right now
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
take my hand
together we will celebrate
everyday

they say that you should follow
and chase down what you dream
but if you get lost and lose yourself
what does it really mean?
no matter where we're going
it starts from where we are
there's more to life
when we listen to our heart
and because of you
i got the strength to start

we're taking it back
we're doing it again
together

it's better like that
and stronger now
than ever
we're not gonna lose
cause we get to choose
that's how it's gonna be

everyday!
live everyday!
love everyday!