worst day of my life

1 JULY 2008


taking things for granted
assuming that nothing will happen
thinking that it'll never happen to me


just wanna thank God that no one got hurt
but one did get hurt emotionally, mentally
i can't even say it
or admit it
it's all my fault
and now i have to pay the price
a very very expensive price


sorry papa sorry mummy
i caused so much trouble
we only got home at 2 am this morning
couldn't sleep
couldn't be normal
all i could think of is my stuff


will there be a miracle?
can there be a miracle?
of course.... God can do all things
but do i believe that it'll come true?
do i have faith to believe that it will?
do i believe that there'll be a miracle


logically....... it won't come true
but our relationship with God is not like that right?
it's not logical
it's just sitting on the other chair
just the transfer from our chair to God's chair


i have no idea how am i gonna do the presentation for EE
no idea what am i gonna do now
i don't know where to start
i don't know what to do
i don't know


GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!