one week

it's been one week since it happened
it's been one week since i last felt like giving up
it's been one week since i realized that i'm not growing
it's been one week since i played futsal
it's been one week since we last updated
at least he has an excuse of not having internet


well well well.... i had alot on my mind this afternoon while i was driving to college. i had so much to write bout. so much to express. but now, when i finally am able to write it out..... i can't. children church has started a prayer series, the 40-day prayer & fast is coming soon. what am i doing...? nothing. no QT, no praying (only when i'm driving to college), nothing.

when i go for class, my body is there but my mind is not. i can see the lecturers mouth move but i can't hear any sound. oh how i wish my classes was like my foundation year. the lecturers made me look forward to class but now the lecturers make me wanna run away from class.




btw, i'm still using my number. manage to get back the number. =)