i'm sorry

sorry will never be enough.. sorry can't make things back to normal.. sorry can't find back the lost..

it's my fault.. my stupidity and my bloody careless mistake.. why would such thing happened and i never realised it? plain stupidity..

i wish i can turn back time to be more watchful so that shit like this will never happen.. but i can't.. it already happened..

i will pay the price.. but i just can't do it now.. give me another year.. promise will get back the lost when i'm capable..

i'm sorry uncle, aunty and dear.. its all my fault and i deeply ask for your apologies..

God,
we ask for your protections over us.. most importantly protect dear and family.. this lesson we learnt is paid with a very expensive price.. we are sorry for the sins we have committed against You and ask for Your forgiveness.. God we ask of You for healing emotionally and mentally.. grant Your favour upon us Lord.. Amen..